I’m finding myself remembering things I would rather forget. Ugly times. I don’t really want to go into it, but it has left me a little down. Hence, today’s senyru (I’m might as well admit that is what it is): Betrayal.
Having said that I don’t want to talk about it, I proceeded to start up a discussion, so I’m going to divert by selecting a random word, which is memorandum, which (of course) is usually shortened to memo. I’m going to write a memo to myself:
Don’t go there.
Just writing the memo takes me there.
It reminds me of
that of which I do not wish
to be reminded.
Why not mark it with another senyru?
The Princess of Disks
A faithful person who deals badly with conflict. Someone with a quiet exterior with an inner strength and a comfort to those around her. An excellent practical manager skilled in dealing with finance. A homebody. She also represents fertility.
While the first sentence might describe me (especially today), the next is definitely not me. I’m not a good empath if I have a skin in the game. Contained within my inner strength is a core weakness: I get too involved. Outwardly, I can forgive and forget. Inwardly, I hold onto it all with both hands.