Escape hatch


I’m finding myself remembering things I would rather forget. Ugly times. I don’t really want to go into it, but it has left me a little down. Hence, today’s senyru (I’m might as well admit that is what it is): Betrayal.

Having said that I don’t want to talk about it, I proceeded to start up a discussion, so I’m going to divert by selecting a random word, which is memorandum, which (of course) is usually shortened to memo. I’m going to write a memo to myself:

Don’t go there.

Just writing the memo takes me there.

It reminds me of
that of which I do not wish
to be reminded.

Why not mark it with another senyru?

Escape hatch.

Today’s card:

The Princess of Disks

A faithful person who deals badly with conflict. Someone with a quiet exterior with an inner strength and a comfort to those around her. An excellent practical manager skilled in dealing with finance. A homebody. She also represents fertility.

While the first sentence might describe me (especially today), the next is definitely not me. I’m not a good empath if I have a skin in the game. Contained within my inner strength is a core weakness: I get too involved. Outwardly, I can forgive and forget. Inwardly, I hold onto it all with both hands.

6 thoughts on “Escape hatch

  1. Kalliope July 8, 2019 / 9:52 am

    Hey lovely. I hope you’re doing okay.

  2. thecultofanne July 8, 2019 / 10:44 am

    I’m doing OK. I just need to stray (as I just accidentally typed) into the present. I’m just sitting in front of the tennis watching one of your compatriots wipe the floor with one of mine. At least we won the footie last night.

    I’m going to think about doing something useful at some point, but I’m on holiday. Right? I still need to start preparing for Autumn term one of these days.

    • Kalliope July 8, 2019 / 12:43 pm

      Sports go sports, I guess LOL. I often think about doing something practical and useful, but the buck tends to stop there. Meep

      • thecultofanne July 8, 2019 / 1:32 pm

        I come from a sporty family. What can I say? My sibs are more obsessed that I am. (A lot more!)

      • Kalliope July 8, 2019 / 1:37 pm

        I liked gymnastics and enjoy playing slide hockey, sometimes. I am so very inert and unmoved by physical activity, lest my inner fire is burning. Woo woo.
        What’s your favorite sport to watch/play?

  3. thecultofanne July 8, 2019 / 2:14 pm

    I run ridiculous amounts when healthy, and watch baseball. I need to keep moving or I expand.

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